tEaRs burst out~~~~

2day mood swing le...
actually i 2day suppose feel nthg d....
jz like usual time...at room on9..playing wif housemate n roomate
but suddenly..the GOD....wan me to discobery somethg
tat thg really hurt me~~~

at 1st i tot i oredy let the thg do...
suppose wont feel any pain in those thg...
but jz nw only i noe tat...
deep in my heart..
actually i stil care bout those thg...

i was so surprise when i feel my tears...
n my heart started feel a bit....
then i keep crying for those thg...

i really wan to let it go...
from the deep on my heart...
but those thg jz wont go away...
i tot i oredy ready to give it
but at the end...
i notice that my hand stil grab it hard....
haizz....>.<